Well This weekend was pretty good. I spent most of it helping Ryan with a film project for one of his classes, it was kinda boring and I didn't do a whole lot. But that is far from the best part. Sat. night I went over to Beth's for her 21st. birthday. I didn't show up til about midnight becasue of the filming taking place over at the ratsnest. I got there and Beth was so happy to see me. At first, I honestly didn't feel like going. but I knew that I would catch hell if I didn't at least show up. I actually ended up having a really good time. Beth was floored when I got there and I was going to get pretty happy myself. Beth has this talent for making me out to be the absolute greatest guy in the world when I go to her parties. It really feeds the confidence level. So I took some shots and actually began the process of talking to girls. Somewhere in between Beth raised the issue of 21 kisses for her birthday. I began and I did honestly take some liberties and kissed her on the lips. Basically she was all over me most of the night and ended up kissing me a few more times. But this wasn't even my favorite part. It may sound bad, but iam going to write it anyways. Beth is a twin, and by definition her brother was also celebrating his birthday. I had met him once before, but he wasn't nearly as drunk. He's a great guy and his girlfriend is even greater. Not only is she smokin hot, but she seemed to warm up to me. I guess Beth playing me up didn't hurt in this department. At any rate, every chance I got I was with Rachel, either with my arm around her or my hand on her leg. She really came across as easy to talk to and fun to be with. I wish I could go into more detail, but it surely wouldn't do her any justice. She is a smaller girl, and I remember seeing her once before, but didn't say much to her. I can't believe how attracted I was to her. As much as I liked Abbey, this is like ten times greater, it is a full 24 hrs later and I still can't stop talking about her. The weirdest part is, is towards the end of the night I offered a shot to Rachel. She agreed after some coaxing. I guess it didn't sit too well with her, because she threw up. And here is the thing, after Beth basically threw herself at me, we kissed several times, well even after that I was so happy that Rachel was throwing up. I guess its my nurturing nature, standing there rubbing her back and telling her everything was fine was by far the greatest moment of my night. It put any kisses between Beth and I to shame. Isn't that weird? She was very responsive to my actions and it felt great. If only she didn't have a boyfriend. That is always the way it works I guess. I am now debating whether or not to contact her. it sounds good now, but it might ruin things. Such is life........