So I had an opportunity to go hang out with some old friends last night. The Lee's Summit girls had a profound effect on my life, one that lingers to this day. The thing is, everyone is all grown up now and I don't feel as if I have done a lot of that. The downside of the whole night is that Ginny Evans looked hotter than ever. And if you are up on your history, she dumped me in high school and we have gone round and round ever since on the issue of friendship. I hate to dwell on this, but she truely is the one that got away. Aside from that it seems that all the girls are smokers or something now. Suzanne was there and it was great to see her, she doesn't smoke. She has done the most growing than anyone, but remains a kid inside. I love her for it, she has fond memories of me and I of her. I hope that her student teaching in London goes swimmingly. Tess seemed happy to see me as well, although we didnt talk much. she looked happy, and that is cool.

Hey. I guess that is a standard opening these days, even if you do just write a blog for personal release and don't so much intend anyone to read it. Though there are a few out there. I am in Platte City, freaking out in my own way about all the bills I have that I can't pay. I am sorta hoping that I take a job soon b/c Adam is getting antsy about his and I need something to relate to. I called Andrea the other day, she is fun to talk to, but I can tell that she has changed a lot. In little ways, she is still that flippant fun girl I remember from high school. I always thought that someday I would hook up with her, but the chances of that are seriously diminished. I will try to hang out with her anyhow and hope that it doesn't go down the way it did with matt.

What is the deal with me not finding a job? I guess I am not trying hard enough. I should have gone to the apply to be a waiter at 54th st. I really dont want to pull myself down but it is certain that is what I need to do. Changed a bunch of icons on my computer today, no big deal. I hope someone calls tommorow about a job. I am running out of dough....

Currently I am in LA avoiding Best Buy. Ryan is probably going to stay now. What do I do??????

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Well my father was right, I can do anything I want. And apparently I have been doing it behind my back. After doing a simple search for my name on the world reknowned Google Search Engine, it turns out that not only do I play first base for a little league baseball team, but I am also a guitarist for the metal band, severcord?, as well as a miner and a Limmerick Champion. It also came to my attention that I am a 23 year old college graduate with a lot of life to look forward to. I think with that I have decided to return to Kansas City and live with Adam Jones. Adam is a graphic designer/ photographer that apparently holds dual P.H.D.s in genetics and international studies. Adam and I seem to have alot in common, because I guess he recently signed on to play ball with the Seattle Mariners. Life is funny that way....