I just watched the "SnowBall Effect" a sweet doc on the making of the movie Clerks. This really opened my eyes, as something usually does every few months or so. It said, "Ian, make a damn movie. You talk about being a filmmaker and working on something, but you are almost 25 and haven't put that into play. Geez." So who is with me? who will encourage me to finish a script. This is the beginning and so far it has also been the end. I can't seem to get past the 5th page of anything i write anymore. I get down on my self and how I failed and then spirl down only to watch a movie a few months later and get the sensation again. I need something good, no really good to happen in my life that will give me a high or thrill that will propel me into actually commiting my time to this. I think I want this. I know I want this. damn