For some stupid reason I am insanely jealous of Abbey having dinner with that Daniel guy last nite. I am sure that nothing happened and even if something had happened, it isn't like I'm DATING her. I guess I just know his intentions and he is better looking than me, I don't know. Should I say something to her? Find out if she is starting to like him? If she says yes it will crush me, if she says I don't know that will probably crush me too, it implies that she is at least considering it. AAAHHHH She is invading my head and I hate it. Why can't I be that guy that girls are empirically attractted to and then it wouldn't be a problem b/c Abbey and I would be together then. BOO Hiss for random feelings and thoughts about a girl who just isn't on the same page as far as feelings go.

So here is the deal. I still really like Abbey, but things inside me have been telling me to look into Ginny again, maybe it is just that same old pattern I always fall back to. I am thinking about going to her daughter's birthday party in KC june 15th in the afternoon. I would still drive back for anything assocaited with candice's birthday too.

I am tired and I will now sleep

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I called Abbey today too, only to get a recorded message. I would love to see her soon

I have been off line for quite some time, but xmas break is here and I am back for now. I called GIn today, but she was far too busy to talk. I have finals this week and am striking out with girls left and right. And I saw matt's penis. Oh my! A new low for the rat's nest