Welcome to my Rant. I have been thinking about alot of things lately and it is sometimes hard to figure stuff out unless I write it down. Normally I write things that noone ever reads, but I figure this is the same thing. For starters I think I have learned to appreciate my days off. And even though the pessimist inside of me says that it is just a day w/o pay (which as a 20 yr old is unsettling), But I am going to do way funner things as my days off are becoming few and far between this summer. I am preparing to move into 1131 in like two weeks and it is already stressful, I can really vocalize any specific reason, but my acne is acting up. Today I got a MANicure and I am pleasantly surprised at the results. It kind of makes me a bit more confident. If my mom still thinks I am gay I am sure this will reinforce her 1950s ideals. I am a striaght man, but I a m shy and am not sure how to make the first move. That is for the record books. Alright maybe I am a bit sensitive, but damn I have alot of time to think about crap like appreicating women. Jake moved in with us and so far it is nice b/c he seems to always want to go out and do things. A pleasant change of pace. Plus he still likes to watch blind date with the guys and that rules. By the way the St. Louis Blues lost their series v. the Avs but at least that means I won't be writing about them for awhile. The abbey situation is as follows. I called her, she told me that she had Mono and Strep. I think that sux, I probably won't seeing her for awhile and that makes me sad. I got a shiny new manicure to show off to her (j/k)

Well today in my life things have settled down I think. I worked eight hours today, but now I am going to do absolutely nothing for the rest of the night. The weekend was pretty cool, A group of us went to Ryan's Lake house. It probably wasn't as fun as last time b/c I didn't sleep with a girl :) but Marty and Joel went and that was cool. The Blues dropped the first game in their series against the Avs, but I am sure they will bounce back. I am moving into 1131 in 2 week! can you imagine, i will be in the rat's nest very soon. One thing about moving into the house is that Ryan, Matt and I will be picking up a new roommate. His name is Jake. I am responsible for bringing him into our circle of friends (if you can call it that) and he is pretty cool. The one thing that bothers me is that Kara has decided to date him. This really bothers me for some reason. I think I am jealous of the fact that Kara was never so affectionate towards me as he is with him. Sometimes, like at the lakehouse this week, I couldn't stand to be in the same room as them b/c of the P.D.A. I guess I am being childish b/c she never was my girlfriend. I don't even think it would be a good idea for me to date her and she annoys me from time to time, but it bothers me just the same. Aside from that I talked to Abbey last night. I am still deciding what she thinks about me. She seems happy to talk to me, but we never hang out and she hasn't called me on her own that i can remember. She mentioned taking a painting class this summer and I may take it with her. I hope I do then I can talk to her more. Thanks for reading if you read at all.

Well today in my life things have settled down I think. I worked eight hours today, but now I am going to do absolutely nothing for the rest of the night. The weekend was pretty cool, A group of us went to Ryan's Lake house. It probably wasn't as fun as last time b/c I didn't sleep with a girl :) but Marty and Joel went and that was cool. The Blues dropped the first game in their series against the Avs, but I am sure they will bounce back. I am moving into 1131 in 2 week! can you imagine, i will be in the rat's nest very soon. One thing about moving into the house is that Ryan, Matt and I will be picking up a new roommate. His name is Jake. I am responsible for bringing him into our circle of friends (if you can call it that) and he is pretty cool. The one thing that bothers me is that Kara has decided to date him. This really bothers me for some reason. I think I am jealous of the fact that Kara was never so affectionate towards me as he is with him. Sometimes, like at the lakehouse this week, I couldn't stand to be in the same room as them b/c of the P.D.A. I guess I am being childish b/c she never was my girlfriend. I don't even think it would be a good idea for me to date her and she annoys me from time to time, but it bothers me just the same. Aside from that I talked to Abbey last night. I am still deciding what she thinks about me. She seems happy to talk to me, but we never hang out and she hasn't called me on her own that i can remember. She mentioned taking a painting class this summer and I may take it with her. I hope I do then I can talk to her more. Thanks for reading if you read at all.

I am sure you are concerned about my well being, but the truth is things came up and i have been busy. to recap the weekend, the BLues swept the Dallas Stars in the Playoffs second round. All my friends generally got drunk this weekend for the Cinco De Mayo celebrations. I was sick. Next weeek is finals weeek and the summer will finally start. Matt Wilson already started his summer. He called me today from Indiana. He was on his way Virginia for the summer to work at Busch Gardens.

So the Blues took a 3-0 lead in the second round of the playoffs. Hopefully they will sweep so I can take some time off from watching the TV all the time. I am sitting in Matt's Room right now with a host of friends being loud and having intersting conversations about an upcoming Cinco De Mayo celebration. I am glad we are still young enough to have fun. I however, do have to wrok in one hor :( Hey we all make sacrifices.

So the Blues took a 3-0 lead in the second round of the playoffs. Hopefully they will sweep so I can take some time off from watching the TV all the time. I am sitting in Matt's Room right now with a host of friends being loud and having intersting conversations about an upcoming Cinco De Mayo celebration. I am glad we are still young enough to have fun. I however, do have to wrok in one hor :( Hey we all make sacrifices.

So the Blues took a 3-0 lead in the second round of the playoffs. Hopefully they will sweep so I can take some time off from watching the TV all the time. I am sitting in Matt's Room right now with a host of friends being loud and having intersting conversations about an upcoming Cinco De Mayo celebration. I am glad we are still young enough to have fun. I however, do have to wrok in one hor :( Hey we all make sacrifices.

Today so far has been really laid back and fun. I added two bios in my roommate section of the web page. I am still high off of the STL win last nite. I am so full of emotion lately, but it is hard to place a direct link to anything. It may spawn from my roommates relationship problems or the fact that I really miss my friends after spending some time on the friend page of my web site. I did laundry today and will Osco It later. I think I may call Evans today.

I updated my web page again today. I added some friends and family. but it isn't completely done yet. The Blues Won again tonite. They Rule!!!! A big shout out to Gin and MAtt E, and greg zink.

I am currently in the process of updating my web page to include a friends and family page. So look for that in the coming week. I also will be glued to the TV screen every nite that the Blues are on. They play tonite right after work. Remind myself to call Evans tonite also.

the blues won tonite! I am pleased and tired.

Today should prove to be a good day. the weather is beautiful, I got my interview from Daniel Ameri, VP of BurlyBear TV today. I got an email from Evans, The game is on tonite and I got a six pack of Ice to spread around. I talked to abbey on the phone last nite and I am happier today than I have been for two weeks :) Everyone clap.

Today I finally got the good graces of my Biography teacher. I got a 9 on my presentation aout Daniel Ameri. It was a hard fought battle and I am glad I won. I am in the computer la at school and this dum keyoard is having troule with the B button it only works if I press real hard like or try to use wrods taht don't have that letter in them. I gotta run.

today i am bored i fear it will carry over to the week. I hope i talk to Abbey this week too, i think the world of her even though we NEVER talk....