I learned avaluable lesson today. No matter how good you think you are, someone is always better. I decided that if I am not good at something then it isn't worth doing. I really need to motivate myself to work on my film, it is just so hard to edit in Ryan's room. I wish I had a editor all of my own.....what Ed is on the phone? I just won am illion dollars? Surely Not? Wrong Number? Story of my life......