Today's key words are Infatuation and Time. Over time an infatuation can become stronger, to the point where it becomes dangerous. I used to be infatuated by Abbey, but overtime as it grew stronger and stronger and I lost more and more control of myself, it just faded away. This is probably preferable to stalking the other person or something worse, but then again I wonder if all the time I spent infatuated with Abbey is now wasted and that is time i will never see again. Eh.
I am infatuated with a woman I met a few weekends ago who didn't call me back. Similar to hot rachel, I hung out with her one night and now want her with my entire being. however, over time maybe this too will turn into nothing. When will the time come that an infatuation of mine will turn onto a budding relationship that will actually make me happy? What would I do then? hehe. I would probably freak out and eff it up. But I bet I would have a good time doing it. Ok so Abbey failed to call me back twice in a row. I can understand that, I am sure I have been a taxing friendship for her. I still love her. Now as for Kris, I will call her again on my break tonight, I have nothing to lose. Nothing.

see me smiling?