On the recommendation of a certain internet personality that will remain nameless I am writing yet another installment of the oddity known as my life. I realize that I am nothing special, but special things happen, or intersting things rather all the time that I feel are worth mentioning. If for nothing else but to entertain. That is all I can ask. Tonight as I drove home steam rose from the roads. It was quite amazing looking. The rain came and went quickly, but the hot summer air resonated and the steam created was symbolic to me. I was thinking a lot about Beth Kinney. She was due back from Mexico today and I am very much looking forward to seeing her again. The steam got me thinking about the creation of something beautiful from two very different things. I mean the rain and the asphalt separate are often taken for granted, but add a little heat and you get a wonderful landscape of motion. Needless to say it was cool. I think I am growing. I called Abbey last night to talk and she told me she had company. It didn't occur to me until after to ask who it was. It could have been a guy that she told me she had a crush on. At any rate she said she would call me today and didn't. But the cool part is, is that I don't care. I didn't even think about it until just now at 2 am. That says alot about how far I've come I think. I have been thinking alot this week about a new job. I need one. I won't bore anyone with the details unless they ask. I almost forgot, I got a haircut today to make sure I looked sharp for Beth, I bet she is still in Neosho. I will probably hear from her tommorrow. That will be a nice thing, but no pressure, It doesn't need to happen, right?