Well I was in a pretty grippy mood today. It was Sunday and I wnet to church with Ryan. I am pretty sure that God didn't make me grippy, I felt good that I went to get a little of the word. I wanted to see Abbey today, really badd and I knew when I talked to her last that she really wasn't that keen on seeing me. It depressed me sure. I stopped by her work today because I would have felt weird if I had gone to the mall knowing she was there and not stopped in. I got the impression that she wanted to be alone tonight, even though I imagine some dopey guy is going to "stop" by her house later. Anyways I called her in a grippy mood, my first mistake, and we talked for a bit and I told her I still had athing for her and she told me that I had an addictive personality, only it worked backwards. People aren't addicted to me neccesarilly, but rather I am addicted to people I like. It is so true. She said that I reminded her of Mac in that respect. I was just glad to be talking to her, she really makes me feel better. Then she suggested that we go to McCalister's for sweet tea, which I whole-heartedly agreed to. We went and talked a bit more, on a lighter note. I was happy because I knew she didn't want to do anything and I wasn't going to ask her to, but she asked me so it was okay somehow. So she took me home and left. I felt a lot better. That whole falling for her stuff is still so true, I have fallen for her hard and maybe I should stick to it, Mac did and he found something huge about himself. Maybe Abbey is going to help me find myself, and maybe just maybe we will end up together while we're at it.