Man it is that time of year again. My birthday is next week and I will have to face all the things about my life that suck. I think about Gin at this time, because her birthday is tomorrow. I am going to skip her celebration 2-night. I have to think about the stigma of being 25 and having no girlfriend, no real job, no money saved. I guess I get depressed in April, which is great since the weather is just starting to get nice.