I opened a fortune cookie today. It read "A thrilling time is in your immediate future." This is something I look forward to. Yesterday I was with Abbey. It was nice. I am slowly allowing her to see what a wonderful person I can be when i am with her. I took her to one of those paint your own pottery places. She told me that she thought it was fun. I think the fact that I wouldn't tell her where we were going until we got their impressed her. The rest of the evening was spent with her roommate. Althoguh it was quite uneventful after the pottery place, I still loved being close to her. She looked great too. I really hope that she doesn't just want to be my friend, she seems to be turned off by guys, most of the girls i like are like that. I just hope that it isn't a vibe to tell just me that she isn't interested. We shall see. I can make her laugh and we joke around, i just want to be with her, you know? As for Gin. well she has yet to respond to my poerty email. I am still up in the air about where I stand with her too. It is weird to see myself with her again. I am just confused, but I figure either way I have nothing to lose, right??