Well Today I tried to hang the dry erase board at our house. I was on the only chair in the house, a rolling chair, on our hard wood floors and darn near killed myself. I sent Ginny four of my poems that included her as inspiration. After sending them i decided that a few of them came across as negative. And maybe they are, but it doesn't mean i love her any less. I wish I could tell if she had some feelings for me too. I am cursed bby the fact that I can't tell when a girl (woman) is vibing me. Take Abbeyfor example, I probably pushed her away by not making a move. Dating is so hard. I do look forward to Gin and I's surprise evening on July 18th. I really hope it is just me and her. depending on how well things go til then I may tell her how I am feeling. Blah Blah. Jake doesn't make a very good room mate right now. He seems so inconsiderate and sorta selfish. I mean he bought milk and drank it all himself. That makes me mad b/c I bought more today and I know he will drink more than half of it. but I suppose that is what I am here on earth for. To be a giving person. I love to a fault.