Lately it seems my life has been saturated with love. Love, something which it seems I know nothing of. My mother is getting remarried. My roommates, two of count seem to have found a love of sorts in there own ways. I have a date with destiny tommorow night and fear for its outcome. My heart wants one thing and my hands, the giver of my pleasure and thoughts that are my writings, hurt. It means that i have feelings so strong that I know not what to do. Maybe it is possible to be happy even among the greatest adversity. I just finished watching Shakesphere in Love and there was certainly a forbidden love there. Jake knows all about it. And who the hell am I to say what is the way it should be. I am just an unexperienced letch. I went to Osco today to purchase the wine for my dinner plans tommorow and a few of the women at work laughed at me, I suppose I looked too young to be making such a grown-up purchase. I suppose maybe I am, in my own way. My brother too knows of love it seems. He is living with his muse. I linked his site to my Blog so he can finally get alittle more attention. I am urging him to update it more frequently. Go check out his web page and offer him suggestions. That is all I have for now.