For some stupid reason I am insanely jealous of Abbey having dinner with that Daniel guy last nite. I am sure that nothing happened and even if something had happened, it isn't like I'm DATING her. I guess I just know his intentions and he is better looking than me, I don't know. Should I say something to her? Find out if she is starting to like him? If she says yes it will crush me, if she says I don't know that will probably crush me too, it implies that she is at least considering it. AAAHHHH She is invading my head and I hate it. Why can't I be that guy that girls are empirically attractted to and then it wouldn't be a problem b/c Abbey and I would be together then. BOO Hiss for random feelings and thoughts about a girl who just isn't on the same page as far as feelings go.