Well well. Today was good. The best part was seeing Abbey. Just when I think things are bad, she brings me back up with her charming smile and witty retort. She is amazing and sexy as hell! On a much more recent note, I told Beth my unquestionable desire to be with her and she in unabated fashion told me that I was "too perfect to date" and while I couldn't sense a hint of sarcasm in that statement, I felt it needed to be there. I am cursed with the good fortune to have truely lovely girls by my side, all of whom are dearest friends and nothing more! Surprisingly I took it well, not letting the flowery rejection get me down. I was simply puzzled. I thought that girls were on the lookout for the perfect guy , it seems that this is not the case. At least I gave it a shot...for whatever that is worth?