Apathy. This is the word of the day. Vodka. This is the real word of the day. It treated me well last night. nice and smooth. I got home from the Cole's and wasn't tired. So as Marty went to bed, I set out to bore myself to death on the internet. But instead, I found out the Ben Folds new album leaked on the net and after I got a guy to send it to me, I preordered the album on a website! it was sweet. Then at about 3am I crashed, only to wake up at 6:15, not at all tired and craving pixie stix. I quenched my craving and haven't looked back since. Now I am debating whether to go see my Omi, I really don't want to go over to my uncle's but a ben folds lyric lingers in my head -- "I never visited my grandma, even once before she died, regrets..." -- So I will probably go against my will, they are lovely people my grandparents, we just have nothing important to talk about. Aw geez.