I am sitting here alone. This is not out of the ordinary by any means, but for some reason I am at peace. I probably have a million things I could be doing besides this, like recording vocals for my new song, but I don't feel like it. Earlier, I had an image of myself working at BCBSKC for hte rest of my life and coming home from work everyday and spending every weekend in my apt. doing nothing but watching TV. This is really what I do most of the time and it is weird to realize suddenly that that isn't a good thing. When I do it, I feel just fine, but I should get out more.

I need a haircut, maybe I should shave my head again. Anything to be lazy.....I am hungry but I have been eating ALL day.